When My World is Crumbling, I chose to focus my energy in my passions…
Have you ever had your fabulous life turned outside down? I do my best to live a beautiful life but sometimes I subconsciously self sabotage, and oh dear did self sabotage the F out of life. I’ve been in an apocalyptic emotional state for the past 48 hours. While consulting Diosito and my angels via my tarot deck and getting ChatGPT to be my personal therapist I’m slowly starting to process and accept what I did. Believe me, getting judged by those closest hits harder than anything I could have ever imagined. I get it, I deserve it, but goodness to those knives hurt. I’ve decided to convert this sorrow into creativity, cause let’s face it nothing gives you a kick in the buns like hitting rock bottom. So let’s go.
The Neon Factor in Crisis When everything around me feels unstable, fashion becomes my anchor. For years, clothing has been my language—the way I’ve expressed feelings I couldn’t always speak out loud. Through heartbreaks, anxiety, and confusion, I’ve dressed myself like armor, like a painting, like a protest. Fashion isn’t just what I wear. It’s how I survive.
My Emotional Wardrobe: Dressing My Inner Chaos Going through my own little personal apocalypse has shown me that I should celebrate everyday my life is good, which thankfully is many more than bad. Why am I dressing boring and basic on the daily when I could be dressing like fireworks everyday. Even in the sad days. Why am I not out and about showcasing my style and energy in this beautiful world? So now, I wear everything, flowy skirts, strapless tops, cute kitten heels, and fun colorful bags. Makeup, light and sultry. Hair, well I have straight flat hair so I definitely need to work on that but I am thinking volume and texture.
Now let’s talk taking life to the next level.
The Plan: Building Beauty from Breakdown This isn’t just a cute outfit era. It’s a business era. I’m putting my energy into three branches of my creative empire:
The Neon Factor – Fashion analysis, styling stories, and cultural commentary.
Dianita’s Jewelry Box – Handpicked silver and stone treasures for magical souls.
Snazzy World – A curated secondhand boutique full of past lives and future icons.
This blog post is my line in the sand. I’m choosing to walk away from emotional chaos and into my creative destiny.
Come With Me If you’ve ever felt like life was too much—too loud, too painful, too unpredictable—know that you’re not alone. But there’s beauty in the breakdown. There’s magic in starting over. And there’s a lot more to come.
This is just the beginning of my Neon Era. Are you coming with me?
I feel like a phoenix raising from the ashes…